da espera

i had to leave
couldn't take it
to have you waiting
trying to find yourself through my eyes
feelings, friends, thoughts, skin, flesh - i tasted you
had enough
wish you'd never called my name from the top of those stairs
those ice cold blue stars blinding us into our love
and out of our lives

feeling half alive, away from you now
i guess i still want you
the pain keeps punching my heart

why can't i give us a straight answer?